February 12, 2008. Little man I am missing you so much today. I keep your face plastered everywhere I look because it keeps a fire in my heart. Yesterday we got news that we have been registered with the Central Authority and should enter PGN Wednesday, Joelle's Birthday! What a great present, but I am so sad today without you both. I just have not been myself lately and have been trying to stay busy. I need a good dose of sunshine, maybe a visit, who knows. Just one of those days. Thank you to my "Guat families", you know who you all are, for being so supportive to me with everything. And thankyou for letting me vent when necessary. Everything for a reason, right??